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Dear diary, 

I've stopped trying to get over them now. they did me wrong, they hurt my heart, they changed me as a person, but I can't find in me a capacity to hate them. Holding onto so much anger & resentment was only hurting my heart, so now, I'm letting go. I'm slowly accepting that there will be some people we just won't know how to unlove, & that's okay. but don't get me wrong, I'm not letting them back into my life, no. they've done enough damage, they don't deserve my time. what I am saying, however, is I'm going to let a piece of my heart love them from a distance. I'm grateful for the memories, I will always cherish them, but I'm not going back to them. ill just stay here, allow my heart to miss them sometimes, & then move on with my life again. they're no longer my destination, they're just a stop on the way.

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