-KILL ME IF YOU MUST, STOMP ON MY HEART, BREAK IT IF YOU HAVE TO, ITS YOURS TO DO WITH AS YOU PLEASE!!!

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& if you leave me one day, you will find me at the exact spot you left me at. I will stand & wait for you, for my whole life if I have to.

I know you don't believe me. I know the world wont believe me. test me then if you have to.

I will whisper into the winds about how much I miss holding your hands while going on dates. how much I miss kissing your lips while you look up into my eyes. maybe when the wisps of wind tickle your hand & run over your lips, you'll remember it too & come back.

I will talk to the ocean about how much it misses the sky. how it meets for people watching but never in reality. I will leave a message in a bottle for it to carry over to you, no matter which shore you might be at because it knows more than anyone the pain of never being able to have the one you love. 

I will talk to the stars about you & hope you're looking up at them too. I will tell them about how you shine the brightest of them all, maybe they will seek you out of curiosity & be as amazed as I was when I first laid my eyes on you. maybe one day ill notice them staring at you & remember just how much I used to do the same. 

People say you shouldn't break peoples hearts. that's true, you shouldn't. but you also cannot break someone's heart. we will always hurt the ones we love, its inevitable. 
& I give you permission to hurt me.

KILL ME IF YOU MUST, STOMP ON MY HEART, BREAK IT IF YOU HAVE TO, ITS YOURS TO DO WITH AS YOU PLEASE!  

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