-WHAT CLOSURE IS & ISNT?!

Suddenly you're twenty-two, or maybe younger, or older & even though two years ago you swore to yourself that you'll forget the people who didn't give you closure before, you still find yourself crying over guys who didn't deserve a single tear in your eyes. you still had a hard time letting go of those who got on with their lives without you which broke your heart in the process. sometimes, you find yourself frozen in time & reliving all the memories that still haunt & shred your soul up to date about those who never shed a tear when they broke you even when they vowed they'd catch you in your fall but never did. & you, wishing you were enough. but then, a year later, on an ordinary august Tuesday, closure arrived in a way you never could have predicted. picking up some items in the second to the last aisle in the grocery store, you saw all the familiarity that came crashing down to you, the person who broke your heart once. & you smiled, maybe even laugh a little, in the sincerest way, because now you understand why you never tried to deliver the 365 letters you wrote him sometime after he left you, why you kept it in slumber on the topmost left corner of the cabinet shelf letting it collect dust. now you knew perfectly that he wasn't the one. so you waved your hand to him & his wife who's towing behind two kids then left. & you know you are fine. truly fine.